Lillian DeLeon: Guided by God Every Step


When you truly surrender your life to God, He leads every step.
Raised in a pastor’s home, Lillian learned early to follow the Lord—but it was through real-life challenges, heartbreak, financial hardship, and unexpected turns that her faith was truly refined. Time after time, God proved Himself faithful—guiding her decisions, providing in seasons of need, protecting her in danger, and using her gifts far beyond what she imagined.
From ministering through sign language to the hearing impaired, to bringing comfort and healing through her work as a massage therapist, Lillian lives out a faith that extends far beyond the walls of the church. Whether in a treatment room, a conversation, or a moment of crisis, she has seen God meet people right where they are—bringing physical, emotional, and spiritual restoration.
Through deeply personal stories of provision, direction in relationships, and hands-on ministry, Lillian reveals what it looks like to live a life anchored in prayer and fully available to God’s leading.
In this episode, you’ll be encouraged and equipped to:
Recognize God’s guidance in your everyday decisions
-Trust Him more deeply in seasons of uncertainty
-See His provision even in times of lack
-Grow in confidence through a lifestyle of prayer
-Discover how God can use your unique gifts—inside and outside the church
This conversation will strengthen your faith, expand your vision for ministry in everyday life, and remind you that God is actively guiding your steps—every step of the way.
Our Guest: Lillian De Leon
Born and raised in a pastoral Christian home, Lillian came to faith at the age of seven and was later baptized, filled with the Holy Spirit, and called into ministry. She holds associate degrees in Paraprofessional Studies for the Hearing Impaired and in Christian Theology. Lillian is a licensed massage therapist, devoted pastor’s wife, and a proud mother and grandmother.
Key Thoughts and Scriptures:
“Blessed are those who trust in Him. They shall not be disappointed.” - Amy Carmichael
Jeremiah 17:7-8 NIV But blessed is the one who trusts in the Lord, whose confidence is in him. They will be like a tree planted by the water that sends out its roots by the stream. It does not fear when heat comes; its leaves are always green. It has no worries in a year of drought and never fails to bear fruit.”
God made His plans clear to Lillian through prayer.
Prayer is our lifeline as a believer.
When we need Him, He answers very quickly in the midst of it all.
Nothing in life seems to be smooth sailing.
Lillian was intentional about seeking God in her relationships.
So often people go follow through on what feels right without really inviting God into the process.
God always comes through even if it's at the last minute He always comes through.
Psalm 91:12 NIV They will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.
Psalm 34:7 NIV The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him, and he delivers them.
Lillian has learned that sometimes God allows us to walk through difficult things in order to benefit others.
2 Corinthians 1:4 NIV Who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves receive from God.
There are times you don't have to say anything, just show up.
The biggest hope we can give is Jesus.
Jesus is the Rock that we can build on.
1 Corinthians 10:4 NIV …for they drank from the spiritual rock that accompanied them, and that rock was Christ.
Matthew 7:24-25 NIV Therefore everyone who hears these words of mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock.
God is available 24/7.
Mark 16:18 NKJV …they will lay hands on the sick, and they will recover.
When God gets involved, He heals completely.
God is not limited to the four walls of the church.
We are to be light and salt wherever we go.
Matthew 5:13-16 NIV You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? …You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden…
Exodus 3-4 NIV Moses' encounter with the Lord at the burning bush
God calls Moses to go to Egypt and Moses starts listing all the reasons why he's not the right person.
And then God simply asks, “What's in your hand?”
When God gives us a gift or a talent or a resource or a profession and we place it back in God's hands, He uses it in ways we could never imagine.
Esther’s Story
If you read the book of Esther, it doesn't mention God, but God is all over it. You can see God's direction.
She didn't even want to be the queen.
Yet she called it “a time such as this” to save her people.
God used her talents, her grace, even her beauty to have favor with the king.
She saved her people through giving her life completely to God and in prayer.
That's what we have to do as believers to take up our cross and follow Him.
Matthew 16:24 NIV Then Jesus said to his disciples, “Whoever wants to be my disciple must deny themselves and take up their cross and follow me.
Philippians 1:21 NIV For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain.
God gives us the strength we need through prayer, and sometimes even fasting, to have victory over every part of our lives.
He will bring fruit out of our lives as we trust in Him.
And that kind of life doesn't come from easy circumstances. It comes from knowing the One who's faithful.
That faithfulness produces something that we all long for, and that's peace.
You can know God the same way Lillian does.
Isaiah 26:3-4 NIV You will keep in perfect peace those whose minds are steadfast, because they trust in you. Trust in the Lord forever, for the Lord, the Lord himself, is the Rock eternal.
Hebrews 13:8 KJV Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and today, and for ever.
Romans 10:13 NIV For, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
1 John 1:9 NIV If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.
Ephesians 3:20 NIV Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us
1 Thessalonians 5:24 NIV The one who calls you is faithful, and he will do it.
Books:
A Chance to Die: The Life and Legacy of Amy Carmichael by Elisabeth Elliot
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really connects with what we're talking about
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today, because this episode is a powerful reminder
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that God is not only present with us, He is faithful.
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He's faithful to protect, faithful to provide.
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faithful to guide clearly, personally, consistently
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through every season of life. Amy Carmichael,
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who devoted her life to rescuing vulnerable children
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as a missionary in India, had a deep trust in
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God's faithfulness and obeyed his call with unwavering
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devotion. Again and again, she saw God work miraculously,
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providing resources, sending helpers, and even
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protecting them in times of danger. She's got
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a great story. Look her up. But she once said
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of God, blessed are those who trust in him. They
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shall not be disappointed. Have you ever felt
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hesitant about trusting God with something? Have
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you wondered if he would truly come through for
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you? I know I have. There have been moments in
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my life when I felt that tension. But like Amy,
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I have never been disappointed by God. Each time
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he proved himself faithful. And as I've learned
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to trust Him more and more, I've found my life
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becoming steadier, richer, and I'm more deeply
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at peace. Over time, I've come to see that Jeremiah
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17, 7, and 8 is not just a promise, it's a reality.
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The NIV reads, But blessed is the one who trusts
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in the Lord, whose confidence is in Him. They
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will be like a tree planted by the water. It
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has no worries in a year of drought and never
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fails to bear fruit. My guest today, Lillian
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DeLeon, has experienced that same kind of faithfulness.
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Lillian is a certified massage therapist, a gifted
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sign language translator, a joyful and devoted
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pastor's wife, and a deeply grateful mother of
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two beautiful daughters. But beyond all of those
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roles, what stands out most is the unmistakable
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thread of God's faithfulness woven throughout
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her life. From her earliest years to where she
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stands today, Lillian has experienced God's protection
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in difficult moments, his provision in times
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of need, and his clear personal guidance in ways
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that leave no doubt it was the Lord leading her.
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Her story is not just about what she has done,
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but about what God has done. And as you listen
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today, I hope you'll begin to recognize his faithfulness
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in your life as well. Lillian, I'm so glad you're
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here. Welcome to Her God Story. Thank you. I
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feel honored to be here. Well, Lillian, to begin,
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would you share a little about your early years
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and how you first came to know Jesus in a personal
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way? Well, I grew up as a preacher's kid in Texas
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with my parents, both my older brother and two
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younger sisters. I was a very obedient child
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and I was a good follower of Jesus, though I
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made decisions to follow him at a very young
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age of seven. I loved learning about His Word,
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and by the time I was 13 and involved in the
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missionettes, I was also helping and teaching
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other young girls the Word of God. But being
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a PK was not easy. I experienced difficulties
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as well growing up in the church, as many of
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us have experienced some hurts even within the
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church and how they treated my parents. But I
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saw how they handled the situation with grace,
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much forgiveness, and always through prayer in
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those difficult times. Also, we were very musically
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inclined. Both my parents sang. My mom was a
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songwriter. And all four of our children, us,
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we also sang along with them. I was about 11
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or 12 years of age when my dad was teaching in
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Bible school at the time. And one of his students
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was teaching sign language. Both my siblings
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and I enjoyed it and sang along in the church
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children's choir signing, but nothing came of
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it after that. So when it was time for you to
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graduate from high school, you had to decide
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what you're going to do next. So as you laid
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it before the Lord, he started directing your
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steps. Take us on that journey. Well, soon after
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I finished, well, I was... preparing, actually,
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to decide what to do, the Lord brought to my
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memory those years when I was 11 and 12, learning
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the sign language. And I remembered everything.
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I was amazed by that. I asked my siblings if
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they remember anything, and they couldn't give
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me much. So I pursued it to take classes regarding
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to become an interpreter for the deaf. And in
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the midst of that, my professors were so impressed,
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I guess, that they wanted to set up a four -year
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scholarship for me to be an interpreter there
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in El Paso. However, God had other plans. He
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decided to move them out or transfer them out
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of the city, even the state. That was all God.
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So that was what was happening. And in the midst
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of that, I sensed God's calling me to go to Bible
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school. My brother had gone before me, a year
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before me. I went soon after. My sister joined
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us even a half a semester after that. We were
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all very involved in choir and things like that.
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In my first year of Bible school, there were
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three impactful experiences. God made it clear
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through prayer, it was always through prayer,
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that I was going to be a pastor's wife. The second
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experience was that people laid hands on me and
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anointed my hands, that my hands were going to
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be a large part of my ministry. And the third,
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it was when I met a third -year student who soon
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became my friend. She was in a very terrible
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car accident. A semi -truck hit her car directly,
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and it pushed all her internal organs, injury.
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It's just a miracle that she survived. And through
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much prayer and, oh, my goodness, so much things
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that were going on, she was able to survive.
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But she came back. God healed her. She came back
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in my third year, and that's when she needed
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physical therapy. And for whatever reason, God
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into her, she asked me to massage her. And I
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told her, I don't know how. And she said, no,
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I'll teach you. I'll teach you. And I continued
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to massage her and God used that in my life as
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well. So that was very interesting. I helped
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her with that. And I also mentioned how people
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were just. wanting to be ministered in that way.
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You know how school can be so stressful. So that
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was very good. Yeah. Sitting at a desk. We all
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want it. Well, as you are following is leading
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the next season in your Bible school really became
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quite significant because God began giving you
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that clearer sense of what he wanted you to do
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in life. And along the way, he also showed you
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his faithfulness in your relationships, which
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is quite a fun story. Would you share about that?
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Yeah, the summer before I went to Bible school,
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I went to a youth camp. And in the midst of the
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youth camp, God was very clear that I was to
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go to Bible school, called into the ministry.
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But that summer, I went home and my ex -boyfriend
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showed up. And he said, I'm ready to get married.
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And I looked at him and I said, I'm not quite
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ready. Need to go to Bible school. And he said,
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I can't wait. And I said, okay, well, I have
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to follow the Lord's leading. And so I was brokenhearted.
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I was so brokenhearted. And yet life went on.
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I said, Lord, you're going to have to do a work
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in me. When I went to Bible school in obedience,
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the Lord healed my heart. And a couple of months
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later, I found out that he was married. Wow,
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that was quick. I can't believe it. Wow. He was
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serious. He was very serious. He was very serious
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about getting married. So, but in Bible school,
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I was like a little mother hand. I've always
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been helping and taking care. And I was just
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a busy body, I guess, taking care of everybody
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else. And in the midst of it all, I, I, one of
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those times I got so sick and I was, I think
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I was even fasting. I was in chapel on one side.
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of the chapel and I was crying out to God I need
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someone to take care of me and I caught myself
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saying I need a boyfriend and on the other side
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my my husband -to -be was on the other side of
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chapel calling out to God he says you you promised
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me Lord that that this girl was going to be my
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wife and I just said no come on and so we met
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We met our last class of school. All the classes
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met at chapel. And in our miss walking towards
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chapel, he came up to me and told me, are you
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going to be my girlfriend or what? So wait a
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minute, wait a minute. Did you know this boy
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before this? Well, we met. We clashed big time
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when we first met. He was not the kind of person.
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that I would be attracted to actually I didn't
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even like him he was very he was a social butterfly
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to be honest with you and I was the opposite
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I was serious I was totally on the other side
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of the spectrum very serious minded very serious
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minded for the both of us actually and so uh
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it was not a kind of person I would seek out
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but he was he was very determined by that um
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It was incredibly crazy. What attracted you to
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him? I mean, of course the Lord can speak, but
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there's got to be something that kind of says,
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maybe. Well, soon after I reluctantly and by
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faith, I accepted him to be my boyfriend because
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God answered. How did he answer? I asked him
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for a boyfriend and he answered immediately.
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Well, how did he do that? I mean, how did he
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do that? Not just because somebody came up and
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said, will you be my girlfriend? But I mean,
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What kind of confirmation did you get? I prayed
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that I want a boyfriend now. I need someone to
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take care of me now. And he just came up and
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says, would you be my girlfriend? And I'm just
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like, so I took it by faith. I thought I was
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crazy. I really thought, did I hear you right?
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Because after I accepted, I went into my dorm
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room. I was so, so sick. I couldn't get out.
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And I was just sad because I knew nobody was
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going to bring food to me. Nobody has taken care
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of me all this time, even when I was sick. So
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I was just crying to the Lord once again in prayer,
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saying, did I do right, Lord? Was I right to
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accept it? Did I hear you right? And when I hear
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a knock on the door, it says, hey, Joelle's sending
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you some food. And it was my favorite. It was
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a chicken sandwich and Dr. Pepper. I was amazed
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how God answered so quickly. I did the right
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thing. And so it was so touching that God would
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respond so quickly to our cry in the midst of
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it all. I mean, it's all through prayer. I mean,
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that's our lifeline as a believer. And I truly
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believe that everybody should have that lifeline
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with God constantly because he's our daddy and
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he comes through when we need him the most. He
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always inclines his ear to hear our cry and our
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hearts. When we need him, he answers very quickly.
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Very quickly. In the midst of it all, I had the
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agreement with him that I would not be a hypocrite.
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Because I made it clear that I didn't like him,
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though I accepted to be his girlfriend. But he
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needed to give me some time to go in prayer.
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And ask God to deposit love and affection for
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this man. For this young boy, young man. So he
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gave me the time to do so. And in the midst of
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prayer and in worship, God opened my eyes to
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see his heart towards him. And he deposited that
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love as he loved his God. God placed love in
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my heart for him. It was, yeah, it was crazy.
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So was it smooth sailing after that? Oh, no.
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Oh, no, no, no. Nothing in life seems to be smooth
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sailing. No, I was scared because things were
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getting serious, very serious, really fast. And
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I broke up with him because I thought the separation
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would be a test. if this is really from God or
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not. And so on my way home, driving home, my
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mom and my parents, because he cried to my brother.
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He became best friends with my brother. And he
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told him she broke my heart and all this stuff.
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So I heard it from my parents. How dare you hurt
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his heart? And we've told you many times not
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to. You know, play with people's feelings and
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all this stuff. And I'm here crying my heart
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out because I knew I loved him. But I was afraid
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that I wanted to make sure that it was God who's
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directed me to marry him. You know, and so I
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was just an emotional, not just an emotional.
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And because of the circumstances and we were
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out there just in Bible school. So I wanted to
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make sure that it was God. who was directing
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me for this kind of a relationship. Yeah, I mean,
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it's serious. It's a covenant, right? Yes, it's
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a lifetime covenant. You get to know one another,
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but when you get married, it's a covenant. I
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mean, it's a serious thing. And unfortunately,
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too many people don't take it that way. It's
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crazy. But it's a serious thing, yeah. Yeah,
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it is. But he found his way back. He didn't go
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to school for about a year because he was on
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his own. He didn't have parents to back him up.
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He didn't have a church that financially would
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help him or nothing. So everything he had to
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work in order to pay his school. So he couldn't
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afford to do both. So during that time, he talked
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himself into being the driver of our choir tour.
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And during that time is when on our way back
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from wherever we were back to San Antonio, he
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proposed. He just said, so are you going to be
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my girlfriend forever or what? Luckily, in prayer,
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the Lord had shown me the night before. Actually,
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this is how quick God works. The night before,
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he showed me that I was to be his wife. And so
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I was able to answer immediately. Once again,
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I gave him restrictions. I need six months. You
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need to do this. You need to do that. And he
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did. He followed through. We were married soon
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after I graduated. I graduated May of the following
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year. And in August, we were married. Oh, Rosh,
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Lillian, I love how intentional you are about
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seeking God in your relationships. You know,
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so often people go follow through on what feels
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right without really inviting God into the process.
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But you chose to listen. which faithfully guided
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you to the right person and you made sure of
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it. And I know that from prior conversations,
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you say that you try to live every part of your
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life by faith like that. And that includes your
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finances, which is tricky sometimes. But God
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has continually showed himself faithful to you.
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So share a few ways that you've seen God provide
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through the years. From the get -go, when we
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first got married, we didn't have much. We got
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married, and the money that we got in our wedding
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was enough gas money and a couple of weeks of
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groceries. The Lord provided even for a house
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because my parents were with us. So where are
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you going to live, and where are you going to
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live? And I truly didn't know. I just took it
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by faith. He's taking care of that end. I'm taking
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care of this end. But he found a way. He didn't
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have means, money, you know, to support himself.
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So he found a small trailer on campus and he
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fixed it up and he was able to give us three
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months of free rent. Because, you know, that
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was his skill set to remodel and everything.
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So he did that. So we lived in this small trailer
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and we had enough gas just to get home and a
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couple of weeks of groceries. That was amazing
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in itself. That was our first home that God provided.
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His provision of supposedly a job was waiting
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for him and there was no job whatsoever. And
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so he had a friend who came to visit us and a
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gentleman who was very downhearted and Joelle
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ministered to him. And he said, bring your family.
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My wife is an amazing cook and will feed you
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and your family fajitas and the whole works.
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And I just waited for him to open the fridge
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and the freezer. And all there was was a couple
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of ham and some bread and some condiments. And
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that was it. And I told my husband, so where's
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the fajitas and where's the beans and where's
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the, because we don't have nothing. He said,
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don't worry. I said, okay. So I went in prayer
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and I said, okay, Lord, you're in charge. You
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know what you're doing. And so that week, because
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it was that coming weekend, during the week,
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we received a check from my uncle, a wedding
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gift, a $50. $50 back then was more than now,
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but we were able to. buy everything we needed,
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and then some to provide for this family to feed
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them, all of them. And in the midst of that,
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God provided for my husband to get a job and
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even a better paying job with better benefits.
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So the Lord, in that sense, I mean, immediately
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showed himself faithful in our lives as a married
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couple. And in our ministry, in every church
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that we went to, As pastors know, we always go
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through financial difficulty, especially with
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us because we moved every three years since I
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met the guy. Since I married this man, we would
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move every three years. You know how expensive
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moving is? It's crazy. But we moved all over
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Texas, back and forth everywhere. And so God
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in that way always provided. He always showed
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us what to do, what not to do. God always came
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through no matter what. Living out of one single
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income. He was the only one who was working.
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So that speaks volumes on God's behalf. Living
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out all these things, it's just incredible. In
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2008, the finances collapsed. And so we lost
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our home. We lost... Our cars, we lost everything.
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And it's so funny because many people ask us,
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weren't you scared? Weren't you afraid? Weren't
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you worried? I said, no, actually we were in
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perfect peace. God's grace was amazing in our
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lives because, and worst of all, it was just
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before Christmas. It was just before Christmas
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when all this happened. And yet the Lord. I mean,
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a lot of people would start questioning God's
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faithfulness in that. You know, we just lost
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our house, God. Where's your faithfulness? Well,
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the Lord provided through one of our members,
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they had an unfinished house. They had problems
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finding someone to fix their house. And so there
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was a deal that they told us, a realtor told
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us, if you leave the house two weeks before the
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deadline, We'll give you a $2 ,000 bonus. And
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we'll use that money to fix, to make a workable
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kitchen, a workable bathroom, and to insulate
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my daughter's bedroom. In this unfinished house.
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In this unfinished house. And so... That's what
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happened. We fixed it all, and the Lord provided,
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because they had a chimney, provided wood so
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we could have some kind of heating. And my husband
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and I would sleep next to the fireplace. And
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in the midst of all that, I was working part
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-time, and I lost that job during that time.
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And in the midst of that, the Lord provided for
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me to go to school. So, I mean, it's just amazing
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how God always comes through, even if it's at
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the last minute. Yeah, I mean, you already got
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your degree. So what kind of school did you go
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to at that point? Well, the schooling was the
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massage school. Oh, the massage school. Yeah,
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massage school. It was crazy because I hadn't
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gone to school in 23 years. I told the Lord,
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you know, I'm going to dedicate myself as a housewife
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in the ministry unless you tell me otherwise.
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And so he opened doors for me to go to school
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again. I mean, in one day, this, what? I lost
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my job on Wednesday. I looked up, Thursday I
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was looking up some things, schools and places
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to go. By Friday, I had my interview. And Monday,
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Of that week, the following week, I was in school
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sitting in a classroom. Wow. Seven months later,
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I had my degree as a licensed massage therapist.
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Wow. And all without any money, right? All without
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any money. Not without any money. No. I provided
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for financial aid, but I don't know even where
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the money came from because we had to give a
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certain amount per month. And gas money, because
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from where we are, Kerrville to San Antonio,
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that's a good 40 -minute drive back and forth.
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And so God provided for all that. Yeah, those
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are some powerful testimonies of God's faithfulness.
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Oh my goodness, yes. I mean, not only that, but
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you've had some testimonies of God's protection,
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even really at the very beginning of your life.
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Share a few of those stories. Well, my mother
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tells me because I was a baby. She testifies
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that when they were pastoring the church that
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I grew up in, I was asleep. I was in the parking
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lot, you know, our house right behind the church.
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Well, they were fixing something or working something
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in the church. She left me asleep in the crib,
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and then she felt the Holy Spirit prompting her.
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And so to go check on me, and so she went to
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go check on me, and she found me, my head, I
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was, I slipped in between the crib somehow. And
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she tried to pull me up, and she felt that I
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could dislocate my shoulder. She pulled me down,
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it would overextend my neck or injure my head.
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And she just screamed, and my dad showed up,
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and like Hercules, he broke the crib open. So
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I could be able to breathe again because I was
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already turning blue. I mean, no oxygen whatsoever.
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And yet the Lord, I mean, prompted my mom. Otherwise,
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I would have died right then and there. It's
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just crazy. His protection has always been there.
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There was another occasion when I was a teenager
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in college. We had a freak storm in El Paso of
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all days, April. A snow. And it froze. And I
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was driving home. I had a small little car. And
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the Lord prompted me to drive. Not to avoid the
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overpass. But go on the side. And so I did. I
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followed his promptings. I always pray at night.
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Because I was driving always by myself. Late
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at night. So I was driving on the side. And went
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home. My dad. said can I borrow your car and
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I said sure because his gas was low he was picking
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up my mom from nursing from from work and so
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when he did he was going that same highway he
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went over the pass and the car hit an ice patch
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he lost control He hit the rail on the top of
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the overpass, and it turned the car to the opposite
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direction of the passing cars. If he would have
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driven his car, it was a heavy car, big car,
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they would have gone down, straight down the
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overpass, down to their death. Wow. And of course,
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they got into an accident that my mom and dad
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had to go to a hospital, have them checked on
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and stuff like that. But God's protection, once
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again, for me and for my parents. Yeah. That
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day that God's just protected us from any worse
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danger. That was amazing. And in Bible school.
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I fell in the river. What river? The San Antonio
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River. That was an interesting predicament because
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I always wanted to be part of the choir in LABI
00:28:32.349 --> 00:28:35.670
in Bible school. And for whatever reason, the
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Lord told me a prayer. You're not going to make
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it this year, but you will next year. And I said,
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okay. But I always wanted to be at the river
00:28:43.869 --> 00:28:46.980
walk singing Christmas songs. That's what they
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did every year during Christmas. And so the Lord
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answered my prayer because not only did I sing,
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I was signing. Oh, okay. I was signing while
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they were singing. And so I was head over heels
00:29:04.380 --> 00:29:06.259
that God answered my prayer that I was able to
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participate in that. So all the crowd was coming
00:29:09.519 --> 00:29:12.319
down from the amphitheater and everybody was
00:29:12.319 --> 00:29:14.980
being pushed. And if you have ever been to the
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Riverwalk, In San Antonio, there's no rails to
00:29:18.920 --> 00:29:23.660
keep you from falling in the river. And the pavement
00:29:23.660 --> 00:29:30.339
is uneven, too. So one of my classmates was pushed
00:29:30.339 --> 00:29:35.019
in a way that he was losing balance. So he reached
00:29:35.019 --> 00:29:37.460
out. Somebody grabbed my hand, you know, to prevent
00:29:37.460 --> 00:29:40.920
me from falling. I grabbed him, but nobody grabbed
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me. So I, with his weight. He fell in. He was
00:29:46.589 --> 00:29:49.150
shorter than I was. He was about a little bit,
00:29:49.230 --> 00:29:53.670
about five feet. And the water reached him waist
00:29:53.670 --> 00:29:59.390
high. And I jumped in the river head first. Oh,
00:29:59.390 --> 00:30:03.430
wow. And I was taller than him. I didn't feel
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nothing. Nothing. Absolutely nothing. I didn't
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feel the impact. I didn't feel the impact of
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the water. No water came into my eyes. I had
00:30:12.670 --> 00:30:16.730
contacts. Nothing in my nose, mouth, or ears.
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All I felt was dirt in my feet and my shoe and
00:30:21.890 --> 00:30:24.529
my coat, which it was in the middle of winter,
00:30:24.589 --> 00:30:29.650
once again, December. And my coat floating on
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top of my head. That's all I felt. And as soon
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as I came in, they took me out. And when they
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took me out, I was laughing in the spirit. literally
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laughing in the spirit. I was just joyful, thanking
00:30:44.210 --> 00:30:47.910
the Lord that he answered my prayer. But I didn't
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know the severity of the situation until after,
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later on that week, which was when we went back
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to school. When I called my mom, she said, what
00:31:03.150 --> 00:31:06.549
happened? And I thought my brother told my mom.
00:31:06.890 --> 00:31:08.950
What happened? He says, nothing happened, Mama.
00:31:09.069 --> 00:31:12.170
I just fell in the river. And she said, what
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happened? The Lord had me praying for you. What
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happened? And so I found out that the severity
00:31:18.349 --> 00:31:21.089
of the situation is that they wouldn't have caught
00:31:21.089 --> 00:31:25.069
me or took me out in time. A boat was passing
00:31:25.069 --> 00:31:28.049
through, and they would have caught my coat and
00:31:28.049 --> 00:31:30.829
would have dragged me along with it. Oh, my goodness.
00:31:31.069 --> 00:31:36.359
Yeah. So once again, God's protection. Yeah,
00:31:36.359 --> 00:31:40.099
a lot of times we don't even know that his angels
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are around protecting us, right? There's a scripture
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that says his angels will keep you from striking
00:31:44.940 --> 00:31:48.539
your foot against a stone. Yeah, his angels will
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camp around you to protect you. And he always
00:31:52.579 --> 00:31:57.039
did. Well, Lillian, I really appreciate your
00:31:57.039 --> 00:31:59.740
perspective on how God works. And I know you've
00:31:59.740 --> 00:32:03.559
said that. Sometimes he allows us to walk through
00:32:03.559 --> 00:32:05.579
difficult things, which you've walked through
00:32:05.579 --> 00:32:07.779
some difficult things, in order to benefit others.
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So explain what you mean by that and share a
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few examples from your own life. Well, in my
00:32:14.119 --> 00:32:18.579
first pregnancy in our first church, I got too
00:32:18.579 --> 00:32:22.940
active. It was my last pregnancy. Yeah, it was
00:32:22.940 --> 00:32:26.660
my last pregnancy and I got too active and I
00:32:26.660 --> 00:32:30.039
was bedridden for two weeks. And during those
00:32:30.039 --> 00:32:33.099
two weeks, it was difficult for me even to be
00:32:33.099 --> 00:32:37.259
still to begin with. But I couldn't do my regular
00:32:37.259 --> 00:32:41.279
thing. As a mother, it's hard to sit still knowing
00:32:41.279 --> 00:32:44.740
that you have dishes to wash and you have house
00:32:44.740 --> 00:32:48.559
to clean and laundry and to get up and make food
00:32:48.559 --> 00:32:51.680
and all that stuff. And I couldn't do that. And
00:32:51.680 --> 00:32:56.319
it was difficult for me because there were some
00:32:56.319 --> 00:32:59.140
ladies who would come. they were not faithful
00:32:59.140 --> 00:33:04.160
in taking care of those things. And I said, okay,
00:33:04.220 --> 00:33:08.319
Lord, you got this. And until my husband asked
00:33:08.319 --> 00:33:12.539
for help, then they came about. But soon after
00:33:12.539 --> 00:33:17.539
I got well, and I had my baby and everything,
00:33:17.700 --> 00:33:21.640
a lady of our church had the same circumstances.
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And so I said, oh, I know exactly what she needs.
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And so I set up a schedule faithfully for every
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meal for that lady to get her and her family.
00:33:33.589 --> 00:33:36.430
I found some other ladies to help her clean her
00:33:36.430 --> 00:33:40.309
house. I set up everything so she would never
00:33:40.309 --> 00:33:44.289
do without. And she was crying when we went to
00:33:44.289 --> 00:33:46.809
go visit her, to minister to her. She was crying
00:33:46.809 --> 00:33:50.130
and says, how did you know? And all I could think
00:33:50.130 --> 00:33:53.269
of the scriptures says the Lord wants us to comfort
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as we were comforted. as we were ministered to
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show grace or to show to them. And so God, in
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many times, and that's only once, but many times
00:34:04.799 --> 00:34:07.579
allows us to go through some experiences, some
00:34:07.579 --> 00:34:11.639
difficult times, to be able to show his faithfulness,
00:34:11.639 --> 00:34:15.420
his glory, and to know exactly what they need,
00:34:15.599 --> 00:34:19.900
exactly to know what to say and how to say it,
00:34:19.900 --> 00:34:23.179
or simply just be there for them. There are times
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you don't have to say nothing, Show up. Show
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up. And many times the Lord has done that. Many
00:34:30.920 --> 00:34:34.820
times, our first time that we were in, I think,
00:34:34.820 --> 00:34:42.059
the early 220s, 2000s, we had our first flood
00:34:42.059 --> 00:34:45.940
in Kerrville. We were just above the flood line,
00:34:46.000 --> 00:34:48.079
but we knew exactly what they needed because
00:34:48.079 --> 00:34:51.260
we went through the same thing. So we set up
00:34:51.260 --> 00:34:55.949
in our neighborhood. to feed as many people as
00:34:55.949 --> 00:34:59.250
we could. We gave out gallons and gallons of
00:34:59.250 --> 00:35:01.389
bleach because we knew they needed to disinfect
00:35:01.389 --> 00:35:04.690
everything. I mean, it's like God allowed us
00:35:04.690 --> 00:35:07.469
to experience that to help our fellow neighbors,
00:35:07.710 --> 00:35:12.989
our fellow men as well. So it was a time that
00:35:12.989 --> 00:35:17.610
the Lord allowed us to be able to help and minister
00:35:17.610 --> 00:35:20.329
to those who need it. There was an elderly couple
00:35:20.329 --> 00:35:22.869
that comes to mind that They had nobody, all
00:35:22.869 --> 00:35:28.130
their family and daughters and their children
00:35:28.130 --> 00:35:31.449
have all moved away from them. And they experienced
00:35:31.449 --> 00:35:33.710
that they had about two feet of water in their
00:35:33.710 --> 00:35:36.329
house. And they were the kind that they were
00:35:36.329 --> 00:35:40.889
up in age, elderly and could move about. So they
00:35:40.889 --> 00:35:42.949
needed help for someone to clean their house.
00:35:43.030 --> 00:35:46.289
And we set up something to help them. And so
00:35:46.289 --> 00:35:49.190
there were things like that, that God allowed
00:35:49.190 --> 00:35:55.150
us to experience to help others. In 2010, December
00:35:55.150 --> 00:36:02.710
2010, the Lord has always come through. Actually,
00:36:03.050 --> 00:36:06.889
most recent experience was, I'm sure you've heard
00:36:06.889 --> 00:36:09.389
of it, our audience has heard of it, our historical
00:36:09.389 --> 00:36:18.190
flood in 2025. That was something else. Our church
00:36:18.190 --> 00:36:21.460
was preparing to... We have been having a leak
00:36:21.460 --> 00:36:26.539
in our roof. And we were trying to set up fundraisers
00:36:26.539 --> 00:36:31.400
so we can get money to fix our roof. And in the
00:36:31.400 --> 00:36:35.880
midst of that, the flood came. And we just felt
00:36:35.880 --> 00:36:40.360
led. They needed more than we do. And so we gave
00:36:40.360 --> 00:36:43.519
everything and anything. We emptied our closets.
00:36:43.539 --> 00:36:46.699
We gave out whatever we could in good condition
00:36:46.699 --> 00:36:48.980
to give to people as much as we could. And we
00:36:48.980 --> 00:36:52.449
emptied. Emptied everything from day one. It
00:36:52.449 --> 00:36:56.289
was July 5th. And we were already giving people
00:36:56.289 --> 00:37:02.969
whatever we had at hand. And that same, the following
00:37:02.969 --> 00:37:07.909
day, we got a call from a ministry in Laredo.
00:37:08.989 --> 00:37:14.190
I'm ready to give you an 18 -wheeler, 30 pallets
00:37:14.190 --> 00:37:20.409
of items and food and supplies for Curvil. Will
00:37:20.409 --> 00:37:23.030
you be able to receive it? And my husband was
00:37:23.030 --> 00:37:24.969
scared because we've never done anything like
00:37:24.969 --> 00:37:33.050
this ever. And by faith, he said yes. And what
00:37:33.050 --> 00:37:37.969
can we do? And so we had our parking lot full
00:37:37.969 --> 00:37:41.070
of items and stuff. And through that, that was
00:37:41.070 --> 00:37:44.610
the beginning of what God has been providing
00:37:44.610 --> 00:37:49.539
for our community, for our church. It's still
00:37:49.539 --> 00:37:53.679
going on. We just recently received an 18 -wheeler
00:37:53.679 --> 00:37:58.860
of 30 pallets from Convoy of Hope. And just this
00:37:58.860 --> 00:38:02.559
past weekend, I'm not kidding, just this weekend,
00:38:02.739 --> 00:38:06.380
the 10th, no, the 11th, we had a food drive.
00:38:07.179 --> 00:38:10.599
And we gave, we emptied the house. I mean, we
00:38:10.599 --> 00:38:15.239
emptied everything. We gave over 350, ministered
00:38:15.239 --> 00:38:20.630
to 350 families. I mean, it was, it was amazing.
00:38:21.469 --> 00:38:27.449
I met you through flood relief with, with somebody
00:38:27.449 --> 00:38:30.150
cares. And one of the other things that you're,
00:38:30.150 --> 00:38:32.789
you know, you're talking about giving out, you
00:38:32.789 --> 00:38:35.150
know, food and stuff, but, but your ministry
00:38:35.150 --> 00:38:37.369
goes much deeper than that. I know that you are
00:38:37.369 --> 00:38:41.510
walking alongside these families and helping
00:38:41.510 --> 00:38:45.059
them process what's happened because. Some of
00:38:45.059 --> 00:38:47.920
them just had water come up a few feet in their
00:38:47.920 --> 00:38:50.260
home and they cleaned it out and they're recovering.
00:38:50.380 --> 00:38:53.760
But some of them actually had more significant
00:38:53.760 --> 00:38:55.800
trauma in their lives. And God's brought them
00:38:55.800 --> 00:38:58.920
into your relationship with you so you could
00:38:58.920 --> 00:39:02.960
really provide a deeper hope and help to them.
00:39:03.900 --> 00:39:06.539
Well, the biggest hope we can give is Jesus.
00:39:08.239 --> 00:39:15.289
Jesus. That is what sustains us. That is the
00:39:15.289 --> 00:39:19.730
rock. We built our house upon the rock. That
00:39:19.730 --> 00:39:22.929
no matter what storms come our way, nothing will
00:39:22.929 --> 00:39:26.869
be moved because it's him who sustains us, who
00:39:26.869 --> 00:39:32.550
keeps us. He is our blessed hope. And we can
00:39:32.550 --> 00:39:35.909
call on him. That's what's so amazing. We can
00:39:35.909 --> 00:39:39.550
call upon him 24 -7. And he's always available.
00:39:41.480 --> 00:39:45.559
He knows. We minister to people. We've gone to
00:39:45.559 --> 00:39:49.019
their house. We have ministered in prayer. We've
00:39:49.019 --> 00:39:52.179
ministered to be there with them, a shoulder
00:39:52.179 --> 00:39:56.019
to cry on. And the Lord has given me such a blessing
00:39:56.019 --> 00:40:00.940
to be able to even minister to families who we
00:40:00.940 --> 00:40:06.940
specifically have a family in our church that
00:40:06.940 --> 00:40:11.230
is hearing impaired. That is, to me, it's amazing
00:40:11.230 --> 00:40:15.489
how God prepared me way before ahead of time
00:40:15.489 --> 00:40:20.269
to be having that skill set to be able to minister
00:40:20.269 --> 00:40:24.809
to people who literally cannot hear. Yeah. And
00:40:24.809 --> 00:40:28.650
to be ministered to in their level. Yeah. It's
00:40:28.650 --> 00:40:31.309
like, you know. Yeah. Before you, before the
00:40:31.309 --> 00:40:34.940
Lord took you to Kerrville, that family. They
00:40:34.940 --> 00:40:37.019
had no one that was ministering to them. And
00:40:37.019 --> 00:40:42.780
those children were really forsaken. Somehow,
00:40:42.880 --> 00:40:46.380
some way, the mother of those, there were four
00:40:46.380 --> 00:40:49.880
girls. She made a way to make them understand
00:40:49.880 --> 00:40:53.699
to believe in Jesus. But they had no idea, no
00:40:53.699 --> 00:40:58.920
way of knowing to be discipled, to be ministered
00:40:58.920 --> 00:41:02.679
to in their language. And God prepared me way
00:41:02.679 --> 00:41:05.570
ahead of time. So by the time I get to Kerrville,
00:41:05.670 --> 00:41:09.469
I was able to use that talent that God gave me
00:41:09.469 --> 00:41:14.130
to be able to minister to them. It's just amazing.
00:41:14.510 --> 00:41:16.670
And I love it that, you know, back when you were
00:41:16.670 --> 00:41:19.349
in Bible school, somebody came and anointed your
00:41:19.349 --> 00:41:22.250
hands and said, God is going to have, you know,
00:41:22.250 --> 00:41:24.070
God's going to use your hands in ministry. Of
00:41:24.070 --> 00:41:25.889
course, you had no idea. You might have had an
00:41:25.889 --> 00:41:28.530
inkling of an idea. Well, maybe it's sign language
00:41:28.530 --> 00:41:31.840
because you were starting to do that some. But
00:41:31.840 --> 00:41:35.099
God also uses you to minister through massage
00:41:35.099 --> 00:41:38.260
therapy. Share a few ways that you've seen God
00:41:38.260 --> 00:41:40.800
work through that aspect of your hands. First
00:41:40.800 --> 00:41:43.820
of all, being a pastor's wife, I'm constantly
00:41:43.820 --> 00:41:48.500
in prayer. It keeps me on my knees, like people
00:41:48.500 --> 00:41:53.599
might say. But in even massage therapy, I literally
00:41:53.599 --> 00:41:56.119
take the word of God that says, as you lay hands
00:41:56.119 --> 00:41:59.650
on the sick, they shall recover. And many times
00:41:59.650 --> 00:42:04.110
I have witnessed that physically. And I make
00:42:04.110 --> 00:42:06.170
it clear, those that I know that they're believers,
00:42:06.469 --> 00:42:11.150
I remind them, remember, I just put lotion on
00:42:11.150 --> 00:42:14.789
you, but it is God who brings the healing. And
00:42:14.789 --> 00:42:18.329
some of them have allowed me to pray. Even those
00:42:18.329 --> 00:42:20.449
that are not believers that are going through
00:42:20.449 --> 00:42:24.849
trauma, I've had people who have an emotional
00:42:24.849 --> 00:42:28.150
release while I'm massaging. And I know that
00:42:28.150 --> 00:42:31.110
it's God that's the Holy Spirit moving in them
00:42:31.110 --> 00:42:33.929
because I always pray while I massage. And so
00:42:33.929 --> 00:42:36.250
I know the Holy Spirit is touching their hearts.
00:42:36.550 --> 00:42:41.070
And then as I'm massaging and I feel them releasing
00:42:41.070 --> 00:42:44.449
that, I ask them, can I pray for you? And as
00:42:44.449 --> 00:42:48.349
I'm massaging, I pray for them. And they feel
00:42:48.349 --> 00:42:51.670
ministered to. I mean, they feel his presence
00:42:51.670 --> 00:42:56.380
in the room. And it's just amazing how God moves
00:42:56.380 --> 00:42:59.440
in that. I mean, I've had this several times
00:42:59.440 --> 00:43:02.019
people have come with, I haven't been able to
00:43:02.019 --> 00:43:05.360
sleep in days and I can't move my shoulder. I
00:43:05.360 --> 00:43:08.280
can't move my hands at all. And please help me.
00:43:08.380 --> 00:43:11.980
And I just pray. I just say, we got to pray.
00:43:12.119 --> 00:43:15.400
This is a God thing. We have him. We need to
00:43:15.400 --> 00:43:18.980
bring him in the picture. And so I pray and we
00:43:18.980 --> 00:43:21.800
prayed and I just start. asking the Lord, direct
00:43:21.800 --> 00:43:24.860
my hands, what I need to do, how to do it, when
00:43:24.860 --> 00:43:27.719
to do it, all these things. And so I'm constantly
00:43:27.719 --> 00:43:30.579
in prayer about that. And I see in the midst
00:43:30.579 --> 00:43:35.420
of that, that lady came out from excruciating
00:43:35.420 --> 00:43:40.119
pain, which is a 10 and above, and not being
00:43:40.119 --> 00:43:43.579
able to move her arm at all to walking out pain
00:43:43.579 --> 00:43:46.820
-free and have the liberty to move her hands
00:43:46.820 --> 00:43:49.789
every which way. Just in one session. In one
00:43:49.789 --> 00:43:53.210
session, one hour, and I keep telling them and
00:43:53.210 --> 00:43:55.869
reminding them, that's not me, that's God. And
00:43:55.869 --> 00:43:59.409
in the midst of something, oh, I can't move it,
00:43:59.429 --> 00:44:02.050
or I can't, oh my goodness, what did you do?
00:44:02.150 --> 00:44:06.250
It's not me, it's God. That's God. I mean, that's
00:44:06.250 --> 00:44:10.570
totally God. You have to understand, as a massage
00:44:10.570 --> 00:44:14.750
therapist, a massage session will just take the
00:44:14.750 --> 00:44:18.159
edge off your pain. You know, like, for instance,
00:44:18.239 --> 00:44:20.679
if you have an eight and it's, you know, a scale
00:44:20.679 --> 00:44:23.960
from one to ten and you're an eight, the massage
00:44:23.960 --> 00:44:26.360
therapy for one hour would take off the edge.
00:44:26.400 --> 00:44:30.280
It would go down to a six. You know, just two
00:44:30.280 --> 00:44:33.039
notches. That's as far as it would probably normally
00:44:33.039 --> 00:44:37.280
would go as a massage. But when God gets involved,
00:44:37.659 --> 00:44:42.800
he heals completely. Or it's more than two notches
00:44:42.800 --> 00:44:45.539
down. You know, it's to the point. I mean, and
00:44:45.539 --> 00:44:48.570
I've seen it. I've experienced it with many of
00:44:48.570 --> 00:44:53.170
my clients, and it's just amazing what God does.
00:44:53.289 --> 00:44:56.590
And I get to minister to them, share the word.
00:44:56.710 --> 00:44:59.550
There's many believers that I even get to disciple
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while I'm massaging. Oh, I have a question, Bible
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question. So, I mean, it's just such a privilege
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that I get to minister outside the four walls
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of the church. as Jesus did, and he ministered
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in the marketplace, or in the desert, or in the
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middle of the ocean, and up on the mountainside.
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You know, it's amazing. God is not limited to
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the four walls of the church, and we are to be
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light and salt wherever we go. Yeah, well, you
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know, those stories, they remind me of Moses'
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encounter with the Lord in Exodus 3 and 4, where,
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you know, God's calling him to go to Egypt and
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let his people go. And Moses starts listing all
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the reasons why he's not the right person. And
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then God simply asks, what's in your hand? Of
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course, it was just a shepherd's staff. But God
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used that shepherd's staff to work wonders. And
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in the same way, When God gives us a gift or
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a talent or a resource or a profession of, you
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know, whatever that might be, and we place it
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back in God's hands, he uses it in ways we could
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never imagine. So that's exactly what he's done
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to your hands. Well, Lillian, as we wrap up,
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is there a woman in the Bible whose story has
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especially encouraged or inspired you or taught
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you something in your walk with the Lord? Esther.
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I know many people, if you read the book of Esther,
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it doesn't mention God, but God is all over it.
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You can see God's direction. I mean, she didn't
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even want to be the queen. Why? No, why me? And
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yet she called it for a time such as this to
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save her people. God used her talents, her grace,
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or even her beauty. To call to have favor with
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the king. And to be able to save. And she saved
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it through giving her life completely to God.
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And in prayer. In prayer. She asked people to
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pray and fast for three days on her behalf. That
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she may have favor when she came to the king.
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To approach the king. Because in those Bible
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days, if you approached the king, you could die
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if he didn't call you. And she was willing to
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die to give up her life for God to use in the
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midst of this crisis to save her people. And
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that's what we have to do as believers to take
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up our cross and follow him. Be able to live
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for Christ and to die His gain. To live and die
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for Him. And be willing to do it. And He gives
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us the strength, once again, through prayer.
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And sometimes even fasting. To get the strength
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that we need to have victory over every part
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of our lives. Lillian, thank you so much for
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sharing your story. You know, it stands out so
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clearly. The steadfastness and unwavering faithfulness
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of God in every, really every season of life.
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From moments of uncertainty to times of real
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need. Even seasons that might have felt like
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a drought. Again and again, God has proven himself
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faithful. It brings us back to that promise in
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Jeremiah 17, 7 and 8 that says, the one who trusts
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in the Lord is like a tree planted by the water
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with roots that go deep. Even in a year of drought,
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it does not fear. Or a year of flood, it does
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not fear. It does not fail to produce fruit.
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Lillian, we've heard that in your life, even
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in financial hardship, even in seasons of uncertainty.
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God was still working, providing and guiding
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and bringing fruit out of your life as you trusted
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in him. And that kind of life doesn't come from
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easy circumstances. It comes from knowing the
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one who's faithful. And that faithfulness produces
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something that we all long for, and that's peace.
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Amen. We see that in the promise of Isaiah 26.
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In verses 3 and 4, it says, You, God, will keep
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in perfect peace. Those whose minds are steadfast
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because they trust in you. Trust in the Lord
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forever. For the Lord, the Lord himself is the
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rock eternal. What a beautiful picture of what
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we've heard today. Not a life without storms,
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but a life anchored in God in the middle of them.
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A life where peace is not dependent on circumstances,
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but on trust. And friend, that same faithfulness,
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that same peace is available to you. No matter
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what season you're in right now, whether things
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feel stable or uncertain, abundant or lacking,
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God has not changed. He's still faithful. He's
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still providing. He is still guiding. And he
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will meet you as you place your trust in him.
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So Lillian, as we close today, would you take
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a moment and pray for our listening friends?
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Heavenly Father, we come before you to thank
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you. Thank you for you are faithful. You are
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trustworthy. You have never changed. You are
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the same today, yesterday, today, and always.
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Father God, you are forever, forever faithful.
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We thank you, Lord, that you are our daddy, that
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we can call upon you at any time. You're available
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at any time. Father God, there's our listeners.
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Right now, I pray for them. Many of them are
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going through such severe trial. Many of them
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are going through trauma. They're going through
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sicknesses. They're experiencing so much pain,
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broken heartness, depression, lack of provision,
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Father God. They're going through so many difficulties
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and crisis. But Lord, you are faithful and just
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and loving and kind. You are more than sufficient,
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God, to provide, to heal, to restore, to save
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and deliver, Father God. And I pray in the name
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of Jesus that the voice, my voice reach where
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they are. Father God, you are able. There's no
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distance in prayer. Right where they are. Meet
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them right where they are, Father God. And you
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allow your Holy Spirit to minister to their hearts.
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That they can cry out, Abba, Father. That they
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can cry out, I need a Savior, Lord. I pray for
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those who need Jesus. Those who still need to
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recognize you as Lord and Savior. I pray, God,
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that they may come to know you. that they may
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know who is the anchor of their hearts and lives.
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If they can just come upon you, those who call
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upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. If
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we confess our sins, he is faithful and just
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to forgive us. And he will make us righteous
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and he will bring us that perfect peace that
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we need. And that you will restore and bring
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that salvation in their hearts and lives that
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we can be with you forever. I pray this in Jesus'
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name, and I am standing and believing, God, that
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you will do the work exceedingly beyond we could
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ever hope or imagine, for you are an amazing,
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faithful, and powerful God that we serve. In
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the precious name of Jesus, we pray. Amen and
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amen. Amen. Amen. Well, friends, as we close,
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I want to speak a blessing over you from Scripture.
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In Psalm 1 Thessalonians 5, 24, the MIV, it reads,
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the one who calls you is faithful and he will
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do it. So may you walk in confidence this week,
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knowing that the Lord who called you is faithful.
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May he strengthen your heart in every season,
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whether you're walking through abundance or uncertainty.
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May you trust him more deeply, rest in his provision,
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and recognize his guiding hand in your life.
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And may his faithfulness carry you, sustain you,
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and bring forth fruit, even in times that once
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felt like drought. Dear friends, if today's conversation
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and resources from today's episode, in our show
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