(172) Compassion, Healing, and Divine Power with Irene Fulmer

0:00 as I laid my hands on her, I noticed that something was happening that I never had happened to me before. I knew what the anointing was, but this was very different. This was substance. And it was pouring through my arms and coming out my fingers. And then I was getting euphoric from the substance, which I didn't even know it was the glory. I did not know. You had stepped into a realm of glory. He was coming out of me. It was him, the glory, coming out and touching her.

0:40 God promises in Joel 2:28 to pour out his Spirit on all humanity. Welcome to Global Outpouring, where we contend for that promised outpouring. We equip for that outpouring so that we may engage in that very outpouring. I'm Philip Buss. And I'm Sharon Buss. Welcome to the podcast today. We're so glad that you are with us. We have a very, very special guest today, Irene Fulmer, who is a registered nurse, retired now. And she is going to be sharing with us things that the Lord did in her nursing career that will help you to understand the compassion and the healing and divine power that God can pour through someone on the job when they're doing the thing that God has called them to do called as a nurse. We're so glad that you're with us today. Thank you so much for joining us. Before we get started, let me just encourage you if you haven't already done so to go to our website, globaloutpouring.net and be sure to sign up for our email lists. We want to help you to stay informed of what we're doing and what God is doing. It's so exciting to see the things that he is doing in these days and helping people to contend for the glory and contend for

2:14 the things that God wants to do. We have prayer call that goes out every day and we have equipping events that are coming up. Be sure to check out the events that are on our event page. And we have people that are engaging all the time in what God is doing in his glory in his outpouring. So we want to encourage you to be connected with us and to follow what God is doing in this ministry. So Irene Fulmer, thank you so much for joining us today on the Global Outpouring Podcast. Well, thank you for having me. It's a delight to be here in your home. We're excited about the meetings that we're having here with you.

2:56 And last night's meeting was wonderful. God really poured out his Spirit in a powerful way and people's lives were deepened and changed and just growing in God. You could see, I love to be among a group of people that are mature in their walk. And that's what we experienced here last night. Yes, I love it too. It was just wonderful. So I want to just start out with asking you about how you came into the things of God in the first place. How were you raised? Well, I was raised in a family of six of us. I had three sisters. We were four girls.

3:40 My parents were Catholic. My dad was an Irish and my mom was Italian. Wow, that's a wonderful mix. And it actually, they complemented each other very well. Beautiful. Because my father was very strong and a real, very strict. But my mom was very soft, very compassionate and a good cook. And I was born in Brooklyn. We moved to Long Island when I was five. After my sisters were getting beat up in the schools, they decided to leave the area because it was becoming bad. So I lived on Long Island for the rest of my days until now. I'm still here.

4:29 That's beautiful. I did ask the Lord to move south, but he has kept me here. He has a purpose. But now as you were growing up, you loved Jesus. Tell us a little about that. As I said, I was born a Catholic. We were taken to church every Sunday, although my dad would drop us off and he did not come. If I didn't go to church, I was punished for the week. I wasn't allowed to go out. But Jesus became very real to me in my Catholic church. The cross was my focus. And the stations of the cross had a great effect on me. Why would this man suffer like this for me?

5:18 And I would stare at the pictures and feel compassion that he loved me. I felt he loved me. He was so low that I could touch him. And I did at an early age. I remember staring at the cross there above the altar. He was very real. And as a teenager, I started to with the rosary novenas that I was making. But I noticed that every time I made a novena about something, those prayers were answered. Tell us what a novena is because there's a lot of people who don't know. Well, a novena and it's so many years ago. It's when you pray on the rosary.

6:01 Is it like nine times? Yeah, yeah, it's a certain amount of times I'm actually forgetting. I think I think novena means nine. Okay, yeah, it's a certain amount of times you'd say it over and over again. And, but I noticed that God was hearing my prayers. Yeah. When I was around 19, I got a lot of questions in my mind. It was like a crisis going on. It was like, Lord, are you really God? I was like saying, Lord, you know, this one that I thought is out there, are you out there? And he had me have a TV on with Billy Graham one evening. And he was speaking right to me. I found myself sitting on the chair weeping. And I gave my heart. I said, yes, I do want God like this. I didn't even know Billy Graham, but I knew I want this what this man is saying. And something really happened. Because I had an insatiable desire to be a Christian. I had an insatiable hunger for God. Wow. I ran back to my Catholic church. Yeah, but they could not feed me fast enough. And my sister who was undergoing a conversion herself,

7:31 told me about an evangelical church. Wow. And so I went over there and I was hearing the gospel. Yeah. I mean, not just one verse, like you did on Sunday morning in the Catholic church. But I was hearing the word of God. And I had never heard that before. Wow. So I was drinking it in and then they were singing these songs that I never heard. And so I was standing there weeping and I just was finding God. I had never known him. And I started telling my neighbors about God and how really was then before you know my one neighbor, she's coming with me to church. And my one sister was coming to church. And then I started to have a neighborhood Bible study. Wow, that's amazing. And I had about 10 neighbors.

8:25 Wow. And they would come every week. And I was getting a teaching from this one man. And then I would share what I learned with them and everything that I was learning. I was teaching them. Wow. And every day I was drinking in the word. And these women were growing. And that Bible study lasted three years. And the lady that lived across the street from me, she said, I'll be willing to teach the children downstairs in your home. So we didn't have the moms getting bothered by the children. And she was teaching them little gospel stuff. Wow. And I had the moms up here in the main floor. And they were all being touched by the Lord. Wonderful. And this went on for three years. It was very, and I just remember saying, Lord, if you're going to be with me, I'll do it.

9:17 You have to show me. Are you really going to be with me? And he gave me a scripture, I believe it was in Zephaniah. The Lord thy God in the midst of thee is mighty. And he will save and he will rejoice over the singing and he's with you. And it was like, Oh, the Lord is with me. Okay. And he was, I watched him change those women. I had one woman, she was extremely negative. She had no faith. Well, after like the second year, she was really having a turnaround. Glory to God. I mean, she was turning and believing all of them. So that was very beautiful. So the Lord led you by his spirit really all your life because you were raised in an atmosphere of honoring the Lord, of giving him glory, of prayer. You learned all that in the Catholic Church. And honestly, I want people to understand that this whole wall between the Catholics and the Protestants is something that is like the powers of darkness are trying to keep us separated, where Jesus is everything to each group. You know, there are areas where we don't have it right doctrinally.

10:37 You know, one group or the other, none of us have our doctrine 100% correct. I was talking with Pastor Tony Kemp yesterday and he said, you know, I know a whole lot less than I did five years ago. Because you think you know, you think you know things and then the Lord reveals something else. And I know that you have walked in a lot of revelation by the Holy Spirit. He has just taught you all your life and he's led you all your life. And tell us how he took you into nursing. I think that's just an amazing story. Yeah. Well, just to say one thing about what you were saying about the divides and so on and you know, the Lord, he's gonna remove the, you know, the denominations and I believe that we're just going to become all one in that it's one body. It's the Ecclesia, right?

11:32 And it's following Jesus. Yes. The bride following the bridegroom. Yes, that's what it's all about. Amen. How did the Lord lead you into nursing? I started to get a reoccurring vision. You were born again by this time. I was born again. I was in my early 20s. Actually, I was older. I was probably in, I was in my late 20s by that time, right? Because my children were small and I would get a reoccurring vision of Jesus in the hospital and he had on a white robe with sandals and he had this lowly countenance, very humble, and he would be going in and out of the rooms of a hospital.

12:19 Wow. And it would have such an effect on me because it would, it would come when I least expected this vision to come. And I would be very emotionally moved by it. And I didn't know what to do with it. My neighbor shortly after this was happening, she said, you know, I'm going to nursing school. Do you want to join me? I said, oh no, I have no, I have no desire to be a nurse. I said, I'm seeking the kingdom of God. Right. That was my main ambition. Right. And I keep getting this vision of Christ in the hospital. And I thought, Lord, maybe you're telling me to go do some volunteer work at a hospital. So that's what I did. I found that as I did this volunteer work, I was having supernatural experiences with God. Well, I remember feeding a patient her lunch and the Lord started to pour out of my eyes as I'm feeding her. And it was the love of God pouring and it was the love of God pouring out of my eyes. And I didn't, she didn't talk to me.

13:27 And I really didn't talk to her much, but it was happening. There's a lot of things grabbed my hand after that day so tight and I knew she, she was touched. Yeah. She died a few days later. Wow. Wow. We never know how we're going to affect a person, but see, he used me for this. Uh, there were other experiences there too. One was when I was looking at a painting on the wall and there was a, there were words in this painting. It said, the greatest journey ever is the journey inward. Yes. And I felt the spirit just, you know, bear witness to those words. And he was letting me know, I'm taking you on a journey and it's inward. And it was nursing part of that. Yes, it was. So, so it wasn't long after that. I got the message from the Lord. Yes, you really do want me to be a nurse. Yeah. And, um, I had a lot of obstacles. I was, uh, I fainted when I saw blood. Major obstacle. I fainted when I was in hospitals. I remember as a kid, I was sliding down the wall of the hospital because my mother took me to visit someone and I was fainting. Oh my, and she's saying, yelling at me, what are you doing? And I was fainting. Oh, I couldn't control it. So the Lord

14:58 knew what he was doing. He wanted to go within me and he wanted to get at all those fears. Oh, yeah. And I, I had no idea that that's what he wanted to do. Right. He was dealing with things using your vocation, using your nursing to work on, on the inner man, on the flesh person. That's right. And I'm so glad I said yes. Yeah. He really had the love for the sick. It was his love for the sick and dying. Right. Right. And he imparted it to me. Beautiful.

15:39 Yeah. That's a really important ministry. Now we know that the ministry of healing is an important ministry. The ministry of healing is, is powerful. And you probably saw some healing miracles. I can tell you of one. Sure. It was later on in the career. I had just gotten permission from my boss to present a proposal to the medical board because she had this wonderful vision to create a complimentary holistic medicine department in the hospital. And she said, you're the one that's going to do it. Wow. And so there I am presenting to the medical board, this proposal for this program. And afterwards they approved it by the way. Well, my boss, she convinced them how good it was. And afterwards I had a doctor come to me and he asked me, could you help my wife? Oh my. And I said, well, I'd like, I'd like to try, but I have to get permission from administration, which of course my boss gave me and I met his wife. She was only 42 when she was, she had lymphoma. She was very ill. The door practically knocked her over and her hands were wearing, she wore gloves because she had permanent nerve damage in her fingers. And she said she was in constant pain. She said, I wait till the children go to sleep to cry because I don't want them to see me cry. Oh my.

17:06 And she was very sick. So I started to treat her with some complimentary medicine. Of course, it was hands on. It was one of the things I did was called an AMA therapy. And I was as I laid my hands on her, I noticed that something was happening that I never had happened to me before. I knew what the anointing was, but this was very different. This was substance. Wow. And it was pouring through my arms and coming out my fingers. Wow. And then I was getting euphoric from the substance, which I didn't even know it was the glory. Wow. I did not know. You had stepped into a realm of glory. He was coming out of me. It was him, the glory, coming out and touching her.

18:04 So I said, well, I'm going to have to tell her. And I said, Kim, are you feeling anything? She said, yes, I'm feeling. And then she describes, I'm, I'm feeling this, uh, tingling. I'm feeling this energy. She called it. She says, I feel going through me. It's, she said, right now I feel it in my head and shoulders. And so that told me, well, yeah, God's doing something. And I saw her seven more times. I saw her eight times in all phone and she shared her life with me. I let her talk. Sure. Sometimes that's healing in itself. She was a Catholic. Her mom, she, she was angry that her mom was an alcoholic and she, she was kind of angry a little bit with, with God, you know, and she even said, you know, I really wouldn't even be here, but I'm in so much pain. I just want help. And so, uh, you know, here we see how God goes right past all the, the barriers of what a person thinks and he loves them. And so I watched God love this woman who didn't know him. I watched how God touched her. Wow. And every week I would feel the same thing, this thick substance. And I called it spiritual substance because I didn't know what it was. Honestly, this was in 2002.

19:36 I did not know it was the glory. Wow. Well, the last time I treated her that day and she, the Lord really poured, I remember the Lord pouring that substance into her hands. That night she called me at my home and she said, Irene, I have to tell you all the pain and my hands are gone. Glory to God. And I can move my fingers, which she could not do. Glory to God. And as she shared this with me, I felt the shower of the Holy Spirit go from the top of my head right through my body. Glory to God. And he was saying, yes, that's the truth.

20:18 He was bearing witness to the truth. Beautiful. I have healed her. And I said, Kim, Jesus healed you. Wow. Jesus has healed you. And she was like, I know, I know. She was so thrilled. And then when she'd see me every now and then in the hospital, she'd run over to me and give me the biggest hug. Wow. Glory to God. And you know, word got out at the hospital. I'm sure it did. The wife of a doctor. Yes. I would think that that's right. And they looked at me like some thought I was, you know, the Catholic doctors thought I was like a little angel, you know? Sure. Some of the Jewish doctors, they looked at me like, what's going on with this lady? Right. They looked at me and, you know, kind of bewildered. But it was just what God wanted to do. Yes. He chose her to bless her.

21:10 Catholic, precious little lady, you know? Yeah. Yeah. And she came to know Jesus in a way that she hadn't before. Oh, you. Look what she found. Yes. She found the living God. Right. Who was in her body. Right. She was not the same. Glory to God. Beautiful. Hallelujah. So one of the things that you were also doing was helping people prepare to go into eternity. Well, I realized it after a while that what's happening here is God is using you to bring his presence to the person that is dying. And as that presence would come, as they would open up and be willing, then I could ask them what religion they were and I could pray with them. I'd ask them, I'd say, well, you know, I do spiritual therapy and they'd ask me what that is. And then I say, well, what religion are you? And they tell me, well, maybe, you know, a lot of them said Catholic.

22:18 If they said Jewish, I just said God when I prayed. Yeah. And with the Catholics, I could say Jesus. Right. But it is God. It's all God. Sure. As you work with all these different people, you realize, I remember a Jewish man got so offended. He wanted to know why is that? Why is that? Why is that Christian wearing the tallit? Oh, and we were at a conference in the city with Benny Hinn and this Jewish man from Israel. I met him because I was raising money to bring to Israel. Oh, wow. And he met me at the hotel to give him the money that I got from the doctors. Wow. Oh, my. And so he wanted to know that and you could see he didn't like it. I said, well, you, you know, I said that man, he sincerely believes that your God is his God. Yeah. That's what he believes. I said, we do believe that. And did that satisfy him? And it just seemed to satisfy. It was like, oh, he kind of like was, okay, even though he doesn't see that. No, he didn't see that. His God is not my Christian, the Christian God. You know what I'm, you know, but yet he heard it. And I think he respected me because he knew I, I was there to help them and I didn't even know him. And he lived in the Gush Katif region. Oh, my. And they had, had the, you know, the different bombings and the terrorists and so on. And we raised money. You

23:51 know, the doctors were just giving me money. Again, it was the hand of God using me, you know, Wow. Yeah. To bless them. Wow. Yeah. So can you tell us a story of some experience in helping someone get ready to meet the Lord? Uh, well, I think of, um, you've had many of them, I'm sure. Which one? Holy spirit. Oh, um, I'm thinking of, uh, this boy who was only 27, his name was Paul Paul. And he had stomach cancer and I got called to go see him in the ER. And when I got to the ER, his mom and his brother are like kind of running out of the room and I kind of wanted to take a fence. But then I realized that they are unable to cope. That's what the Lord showed you. Yeah. The Lord showed me that they're not able to cope. Don't, don't hold it against them. Right. So they left the room and there I was with Paul, never met this poor child before he's 27. And he starts telling me, Irene, I'm too young to die. I want to live. I don't want to die. And I said, Paul, I agree with you. You're too young to die. I agree. You know, and, uh, and then before you know it, uh, he's holding my hand. I'm holding his hand. And, uh, I was explaining. I said, Paul, I do believe that if you are to remain on this earth with your family, I said, I, I believe that the healing

25:28 power of God is going to heal you. Paul. I said, but if God has a different plan and he's planning to take you home, then I think that you will go home. That's what I believe. And, uh, we went through a process of meeting him where he was. We went across from, from great resistance to acceptance. Uh, he told me his dad had died the year prior to that. We talked about heaven. Uh, he said, Irene, would you tell me this, the 23rd Psalm? Oh, wow. And I know it by heart. Thank God. It was the only one I knew by heart. And so I, I just recited it very slowly. And I remember so clearly that because we were in the emergency room, there was only a curtain between us. And there was a Jewish man in the bed next to him that he heard the whole thing. As we went on in this, I quoted the, you know, yay, though I walked through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. I rod and I staff. They comfort me. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life. And, you know, and afterward I'll be in heaven. So I was quoting that, um, we, we went through some questions, you know, he kept telling me he loved me. I kept telling him

27:00 I loved him. Sweet. It was such a genuine emotion of love, pure love. Yeah. And compassion. Yeah. And, you know, I realized, uh, when I left that day, how important love is when a person's dying. They need to be experiencing love. That's why they want the family when they die. They want me around the love, the loved ones, you know, it's just so important. And I was just pouring out this love to him and he's telling me he loves me back. It was just such a holy, holy thing going on. You know, I had a knowing that his father would be coming for him soon. Yeah. And that he was going to cross over. When I left Paul that day, he was in such peace telling me, I love you. I love you, Irene. I mean, I'm telling him, Paul, I love you. Wow. I went home. I was amazed. I was amazed at how that man went from resistance, great resistance, being only 27 to being in total peace. Beautiful. And I found out that he died within that week. Wow. He crossed over.

28:19 I believe his father came for him just like I saw. Yes. You know, yes. So the Lord gives you understanding of things, you know, he, he's, he's faithful to give you what you need to know for the situation. He does that. You get that, you know, you get the spiritual sense, these, these spiritual wisdom, the wisdom it is, you know, like another time with Gladys, she was only 42 dying of ovarian cancer. And when I met Gladys, she said to me, why has Jesus forgotten me? You know, she was a Catholic who was raised with the nuns in the monastery. Yeah. And she had a little boy at home. I think he was only seven. I just answered her, just Jesus hasn't forgotten you Gladys, you know, and, and he loves you. And I don't remember the exact words that I said, but, uh, she started to smell roses and she's like, do you smell these roses? I said, gee, I don't Gladys, but I believe you do because Jesus is here. The Rose of Sharon is here in the room. His presence was so strong in the room. And I was like, I'm going to go to the room. And she was getting, Oh, another time he wrapped her in his arms. This is another visit. I'm just remembering that he actually embraced her and she felt his embrace. And then one day when I was leaving her room, I heard the Lord say, when you come back on Tuesday,

29:54 because it was Labor Day and Monday, I would be off. And he said, when you come back, you'll see this bed will be empty because I'm going to take Gladys home on Monday. Well, sure enough, Tuesday comes and I went into the room and there's the empty bed. And the nurse said, Oh, didn't you know Gladys, she passed yesterday. Yeah. And I thought, well, yes, I did know. I didn't tell you. I knew in my heart, Lord, you showed me that. And you're confirming that I can trust what you tell me. You know, there were times I'd be on the third floor, which was the cancer unit. And I would feel like I'm in a waiting room. So I'm perceiving this waiting room. And all these souls are waiting. They're waiting to get their names are going to be called and they're going home. Wow. And that's how God would show me things. Beautiful. Yeah, beautiful. You know, you, you mentioned when we were talking earlier about what the Lord said to you when you retired from nursing, what was that? Well, I said to the Lord, Lord, I feel bewildered.

31:09 I know I'm, I know you're telling me that I'm going to retire now that I'm aware, but I'm bewildered because I thought I would see you more over all these years, 30 years. I thought I'd see you heal more people. I know you told me you were the healer in me. And so I thought I'd see you more. And I, I just remember watching so many people die and watching so many people suffer. And there were times I couldn't bear to watch them suffer and just saying, God, there's so, I don't get it.

31:52 I don't get it, God. And here I'm leaving. Now you, I'm, I'm retired and I, I'm bewildered. And the Lord said to me, you have been in my Holy Spirit school for these years. And now now you're going to move into my work. Wow. And wow, that was a real, that was a real awakening for me to know that, wow, that was my Holy Spirit school. I mean, I didn't know it was my school because I had so many tests. I had one after another, after another, I had clusters of souls after, at me time and again. And I used to say, you know, you couldn't stir up this much trouble if you tried, but it was permitted so that I could be tested and that I could overcome because I was being given the grace by the Lord and the Holy Spirit. I mean, you talk about a teacher. He was there sometimes telling me, keep your mouth shut.

33:00 He would shut my mouth. And there were times he'd say, don't take the bait. That's the bait. Yes. Don't touch it. Yeah. Offense. And, and, um, or someone come, you know, come into catch you in a catch you. I learned so many, I learned how to love my enemies, but it was his love that would come through me. That's it. The very doctor and the very nurse that tried to get me fired. I felt the love of God coming through me one day. I love that. And then I had so many, I, the Lord gives me a scripture and it's in Psalm 75 and it goes like, you know, promotion comes not from the Northeast, South to West, but it comes from the Lord. Right. Well, about a month later, I get a call to come to the, my boss's office and she says, I want to give you a promotion.

33:51 Wow. And I, uh, I got promoted right under the nose of all my enemies. Wow. And they were raging. And I got promoted right under them. They couldn't do a thing about it. I remember my friend, Dan, who worked, who worked in the hospital with me, she goes, let's face it. She says that there is such an attack coming and it's that you want to meet the most. She says, we have to quit this job. I said, Anne, I can't quit. I have to wait to get released from the Lord. I can't just go. Yeah. And she quit. Oh, did she? Yeah. Because she, she wasn't under that. She wasn't under that control of the Holy Spirit like I was. Okay.

34:38 And I was, that's an honor. When you're put in that Holy Spirit school, it's an honor. When you're put in that Holy Spirit school, it's an honor. Yes. It absolutely. It is an honor. And so he's doing all the battle and he's training you. Yes. And I tell you that battle that was all those little tests mounted up to a big promotion. Beautiful. But what I was excited about was not just the natural promotion. It was, what is the spiritual promotion, Lord? Yeah. I'm getting a spiritual promotion. What is it? You know? Yes. And so if we have the time, I can share this little rest of it with you if you want, because that'll, it turns out that I had had a cyst on my left breast and one of the gentlemen that I worked with, he was a physical therapist. He'd come on the unit sometimes where I worked and, and he was very spiritual. And one day he comes on and he goes, Oh, I see this like a, this aura around you. So I just said, Oh, come over here. Don't talk in front of people. Cause I don't want to get in any trouble. You know, I'm in enough trouble with people, you know? So I just said, come here and tell me the spiritual thing you're trying to tell me.

35:50 Yeah. He says, well, I see this aura around you. Just like all this white light around you. And then he says, well, I can scan the body like this. I feel the energy. And he's going like this to me. And then he, and then when he goes by my left area of the side there, he says, I'm not trying to scare you. He says, but there is something that's trying to attach to you. I said, wow. I says, I have a system. I left breast. That's interesting that you're telling me there's something that's trying to attach. It's not attached yet, but it's trying to. So I talked to my doctor who I worked with and he said, listen, if you were my sister, I would say, go get that cyst aspirated. So I went down to a doctor and Huntington and female doctor there. She aspirates the cyst. I said, I'm getting this done.

36:41 Good. She aspirated the cyst. I'm driving home and as I'm driving, I'm feeling very good that I've done this. And what comes at my windshield is a dark long entity. And it's coming right at my windshield as I'm driving and it's raging angry. It's raging because it has to leave. Wow. It has to leave my energy field and not return. And I was like, I didn't know what I had to do. I had no idea. This thing wanted to give me cancer. Yeah. I love that. A Holy Ghost energy shield, you know, cause if you just said energy shields, people would think I'm new age. But you're not new age. No, but God is energy. It's all these atoms and you know, anyway, yeah. I mean, there it was there. It was, and I always remember what Wade Wade, my teacher, Wade Taylor, he would teach us. He would say, you know, there are principalities and powers in the heavenly realm that you have usurped our places. That's right. And he said, and you know, how we pull them down through yielded obedience. Yes, to God. We pulled them down. And that's what I was being. I was doing yielded obedience to the Holy Spirit and what he was teaching.

38:12 Yeah. And I won. That was the victory I won in the spirit. Glory to God. That was the victory. I mean, that's astounding, isn't it? Yeah. That's better than a promotion. Oh yeah. Oh yeah. Yeah. You've been so taught of the Lord all these years. And that's, that's what is what has taken you from glory to glory to glory into from one realm of glory into another realm of glory in the presence of the Lord. Cause you've been so passionate about his presence. So I want to, I want to invite you to come back and let's do another podcast and let's talk about some of the other things that the Lord began to reveal to you, especially through, through your mentor, Wade Taylor, and let's, let's go deeper in the things that, that the Lord was teaching you because you're, the name of your ministry is realms of glory, right? Yeah. He named it that he named it that realms of glory ministry. And he gave you a book and, and that tells the name of the book. Well, I felt like I had a book inside of me, which makes no sense. Right? I kept saying, what's going on, Lord? I feel like I have a book that wants to get born, wants to be birthed. I said, this sounds crazy to me. But then all of a sudden, uh, titles of chapters started to flow and I wrote them down.

39:30 I said, this is really you Lord. I guess you really want me to write this book. And so, uh, he titled it, uh, transform your soul. The subtitle is reflections of a nurse on compassion, healing and divine power. And so, so the book really was about your experiences in nursing, was it not? Or for nurses or well, he put a love in my heart for nurses and he led me of course into nursing. And so, uh, that was like he said, my Holy Spirit school, but then at the end of, you know, when I was nearing coming to an end of that career, he's starting to birth this book in me. And again, I had resistance. I didn't think I was a writer.

40:17 I didn't think I had anything. I would say, Lord, uh, what do you want to say? I don't know what you want to say. I don't have anything to say, which is terror, but this is where I was, you know, so he can, he can take any one of us and transform us. I was getting transformed and the book is, is really transform your soul. And I share so many different instances, uh, in the book of just how that happens. Cause he has me take like scripture even and share like one of the titles of the chapters is, uh, about the power of our words, because that's what I learned. I learned this in his school, how he, he, he would shut my mouth shut. Yeah. And, and so we learn how to warfare. So that book is available on Amazon. Yes, it is. And it, it, it's called again, transform your soul by Irene Fulmer. Right. So we'll put a link to it in the show notes so that people can, can go out and get your book. Would you pray for our listeners before we close?

41:26 Yes, Lord, thank you for this time that we were able to share together, Lord and Lord, we know that you use everything, especially our words when they have your spirit connected to them. And Lord, we know that these words have been made into life because you were in them. And so Lord, we ask that you would take this life that you have birthed in me through these tests, Lord, and through, through these victories, Lord, and that Lord, you would release them out, Lord, and impart to every desiring soul that they too would come into their victory and their overcoming life in Christ Jesus. Amen. Amen. If you enjoyed today's podcast, please subscribe, rate, and review this podcast on Apple podcasts or wherever you listen to podcasts.

42:38 Podcast to other listeners who are also looking for a great move of the Holy Spirit. Check out our website at globaloutpouring.org to find out more information, read our blogs, connect with us and donate. You can also browse our web store for life changing anointed books until next time. This is Sharon Buss and I'm Philip Buss. God bless you with this overwhelming loving presence.